I wish I had eylashes like that! not really...but stilll! What kind of mascara does she use?!?!?!? lol!

27 ways to make a girl smile . . . . .

*1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or  sexy.
*2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.
*3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
*4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
*5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times.
*6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
*7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
*8 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
*9 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
*10 . Write her notes. {she loves them}
*11 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.
*12 . Play with her hair.
*13 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.
*14 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
*15 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.
*16 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.
*17 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
*18. Carve your names into a Tree.
*19 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
*20 . Give her piggyback rides.
*21 . Bring her Flowers just because.
*22 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.
*23 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
*24 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
*25 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
*26 . Kiss her in the rain.
*27 . If your in love with her . . . Tell her

Currently Reading Nicolae: The Rise of Antichrist (Left Behind No. 3) By Tim LaHaye, Jerry B. Jenkins see related

I havn't updated in a while, so I've decided to! Obviously...lol! School has been surprisingly ok. I'm surprised at how non-zombieish it is! lol...You know how when you fall into a rut and its like you're doing the same things over and over again and it doesn't seem like its a new day at all and you just want something out of the blue? Thats how it was last month...I'm glad that God has pulled me out of it though! I really just need to concentrate on Him more instead of this life. This may sound depressing, but me and Christine were talking about the rapture. And I really want it to come! I want to go to heaven and be with Jesus forever without any worries about anything sooo bad! I feel like I have a great urgency for something drastic right now and I don't know why. Maybe God is getting me ready for something thats going to happen soon, or maybe He is just warning me that if I mess things up and choose not to follow Him in something then I would regret it to no end. But anyways. I really want the rapture to happen in my lifetime so that if Michael isn't a Christian at that point that it might give him an epiphany. I wish it would just hit him upside the head! Michael refuses to believe in anything I believe just because he feels stupid and doesn't like it. He doesn't like me knowing more than him on a subject just because I'm his little sister and he perseves me to be an ignorant little slutty girl. He is really condisending to me and it really hurts. He has acually called me a slut. I don't understand why he hates me so much. I pray for him so hard and I just want God to answer my prayers with a yes or a soon. But instead I get a hold in there and a wait. I know that God will do it in his time not mine. But I can't stand seeing my brother like this. He can be so rude and mean to everyone and not even think twice about it. I don't know if he realizes how much it hurts not just me, but the whole family. I'm really amazed at how my mom is handling his attitude though. She does get into arguments with him every day though. But she doesn't hate him and doesn't ignore him when he is acually trying to be polite. I wish I could just sit down and have a civilized convorsation with Michael. Without any arguing or condesending tones. And especially without any rude remarks about my faith in Jesus Christ or how I always tell him how I feel about him. I just want to know what he believes and how he got this way!

I feel much better. I guess I just needed to get all that out. I can't go bottling thing us inside of me. Especially things like that.

New subject! lol...I've been looking at colleges. I don't mean to say that in a way that makes me sound like I'm going to be applying soon or am studying for the SATs already or anything. But I just wanted to look at colleges to get an idea of what I could do with my life. Maybe see what God has planned for me or the classes I could take. I definately know that I will be going to a public college. And I want to go somewhere that I could share an apartment or a dorm with a friend. Hopefully Kate. I don't think I could room with anyone else, much less a totally new person, without going crazy! They wouldn't understand me and it would be akward. So yea. But I was looking at A&M and TCU. I really want to go to TCU but it is a private school and I don't think my dad would enjoy that tuition fee! lol... And then my mom wants me to go to TCC an I REALLY don't want to go there. I'd be living at home and still be in college and idk if you guys would agree with me on this...but I just think thats too wimpy and pathetic. And I'm ready for full on college! Not right now of course...but I don't want to go to that college. I'd feel stupid and there really isn't anything special about it! I want to go to a college that I'd enjoy going to! Not one that I feel like I have to go to!

Currently Reading Left Behind: A Novel of the Earth's Last Days (Left Behind No. 1) By Tim F. LaHaye, Jerry B. Jenkins see related

Have you noticed how just about everyone has quit on xanga and gone to myspace? I can't stand it! I really like xanga! I know how to make it pretty! I have a myspace...but I don't know how to get anything on it! I can't get pictures on it or a background...or even music! So  its just a boring page with a list of friends on it. It bugs me! But anyways....I know Jessica still likes xanga better, and Stephanie still updates her's. Thanks guys for not giving in to pressure to quit your xangas! But anyways....I do have a myspace and I do mess around with it hoping beond all hope that one day I will finally figure it out and be able to get a background and music on it to make it pretty! If you want to see it...here it is:

http://www.myspace.com/beautifulredemption23

Be my friend please! I have about 15 and I feel like a looser! lol...Thats another bad thing about myspace. If you don't have a thousand friends, you feel like a social freak! lol...Well, thats the bulk of this convorsation...I don't like myspace and would rather stay with xanga...So for all of those that like reading my updates its a good thing...for the others all I have to say to them is JESUS LOVES YOU! te he

Currently Reading Left Behind: A Novel of the Earth's Last Days (Left Behind No. 1) By Tim F. LaHaye, Jerry B. Jenkins see related

Last night I updated my whole site! I have a new background, new songs....and now I'm putting a new weblog entry thingy. I'm so happy. Its really pretty and all the songs work! I made sure of that!

I got my registration forms today during second period. I'm going to take Latin! That way I'll be able to understand more of the science stuff and learning other languages is going to be MUCH easyer. Since you know....Latin is the root of all languages. I think thats pretty spiffy. I'm also thinking of taking astronomy. But I wanted to open up an inn when I get ready for it with Kate the Great. So I was going to take some business ownership classes and Entreprenuership stuff. Next 9 weeks, though, I'm going to take business managment. And I can take those classes Senior year too. Anyways. I have a surprise for some people that heard that I wasn't going to do theatre 3....I'm taking it!!!! I decided that I needed a fun class. I really enjoy theatre and I'm going to be taking a bunch of classes that aren't going to be fun. So, I'm definatly taking it! Unless of course I don't get put in it for some reason.

I really like registration time. Its almost like Christmas time! lol...But instead of presents, it's classes. And instead of Jesus being born it's....um, well you get the idea. lol. The only problem I have with it is that I have all these great ideas of how I'm going to do in the classes and how I'm going to impress colleges by taking them but then I try and get overwhelmed and stressed out in those classes. It is physically impossible for me to try that hard. I always break down at the begining of the year because of the classes I sign up for. I blame myself...I should expect me to excel in things I just wasn't ment to excel in.

I wonder who will be in my classes next year...Jounior year! That hit me today during registration...I'm going to be a Jounior! A JOUNIOR! That means that college is just that much closer! I don't even know what I want to do! I guess you could put it that I havn't found my calling yet. God hasn't showed me that path yet. But I know that once He does show it to me I won't even be able to begin to comprehend what my life would be like. I'd be happy beond belief. I don't really like livin in a place where I can't share Jesus Christ with my own siblings. I try my hardest to without breaking my promise with my dad...but it doesn't really work. I promised my dad I wouldn't press my religion on others. Or make them feel guilty about not going to church. But I just can't stand having Michael talk to me about how wrong I am about my faith and that it's just stupid and that I need to give up on everything, and then not being able to tell him how good it feels to belong and to be loved by someone that doesn't even have to keep you alive! I know that others have it worse then me, and I am greatful, so greatful, that I can be happy and learn about Jesus every week. I'm glad that my parents don't forbid me to go to church! I know that it can be a burden to take me to church every Wednesday right before Jackie needs to be at her Tiekwando class.

Anyways...I'm going to do some icons!! I havn't done those in a while!

so craving some!

acually its adhd 4 me

tehe

and I don't know why...so thats what happend!poor kid!

Currently Reading Left Behind: A Novel of the Earth's Last Days (Left Behind No. 1) By Tim F. LaHaye, Jerry B. Jenkins see related

I'm going to do some icons and possibly some quotes right now...I don't really have much to talk about.

its true...